Vacation

So we drove out to a timeshare about an hour away from our house for my sisters graduation on Friday. BOY DID I NEED IT MORE THAN I THOUGHT!!! Just a time to not think about work, money, TTTC. It gave me the mental uplift I needed. Just spending time with my husband, my sisters, and my friends at the pool!! Now I feel good about getting into the hustle and bustle of things. WOO!! Please let the 4 day work week fly by!

Theres so much to do!!!

I must admit, it feels good to finally have something to look forward to again. I went through a spout of depression and anxiety because of the house situation, the baby situation, and weight situation, but I finally feel like I have things to accomplish right now.

1.) The website. I've gotten the help from two wonderful girls (Kathy and Tina) who will be helping me with the site. They have given me such great ideas ALREADY!! I can't wait to get the site up and running and have people be able to look at the site and leave with the sense that they left with what they were looking for. I'm so excited about this project!!

2.) The house. We haven't had a bid accepted yet, but I'm not losing hope. Our last bid is THEE backup offer if the house goes through. I'm not counting on it, but just to hear that our bid was good, but not quite enough makes me happy. It doesn't make me feel like we are poor. The house was AMAZING! I feel very lucky now, even though we don't have a house yet.

3.) The poundage. I've seriously gained about 40 lbs since Greg and I started seeing each other about 3 1/2 years ago. I've never been so fat in my life!!! But now I have my new elliptical machine, and after jsut working out on it tonight for 20 minutes I already feel better, and I feel like I can lose 20 lbs DEFINITLY by September. Its making me feel good!!

I really feel good right now, like I'm worth something. I haven't felt like this in a VERY long time.