I honestly never thought I would be making a blog about the pains and struggles of going through infertility at 23 years old, but here I am. I'd rather be writing a pregnancy blog, but its the sad reality I now have to face. Greg and I have been trying for over a year to get pregnant, with no success. Diagnosed with PCOS, the chances to get pregnant are rare, especially with infrequent ovulation.
The past few months its been hitting me hard, and as much as I love Greg, I feel as though he doesn't really grasp what I'm going through. My heart breaks every time I see a new mother with her child. I want to know what I did so wrong, that I feel God is punishing me for.
Currently, I'm on a herbal regime to help my cycle. It was working at first, and now I feel like all of the help it was giving me has disappeared.
Anyways...this is my first blog of many more to come.
AF is 26 days late.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Everyday it's a gettin' closer...going faster than a rollercoaster...
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Oh no! I just found your blog on the nest.com, and started reading it...God isn't punishing you!! (Although I know it can feel like that at times)He loves you and wants to help you with your struggles and trials...I am a strong believer that everything happends for a reason. My husband and I are also TTC, we are on our 18th month and the Dr.'s have done all the tests and surgeries...and say there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with us...it can be soooo frustrating! But I know God has a plan, and I am growing stronger in my relationship with him, my husband, and my family because of this trial. And I always try to remember...GOd never gives us more than we can handle! So he must think we are pretty strong!!! You are in my prayers!
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